life

Well back again and this week has not been the best week of all.

Well Thursday was the day we found out that we have to move. The house that we are in we are renting, and to make it worse the house is for sale. Well the real estate wrote to us saying that we have to get out as the owners need the house vacant for sale. I don't have a problem with this but they have said that we have to get out 10 days before Christmas. Well me being me i was not happy and i went to the real estate guns a blazing.

The real estate was trying to be real nice and said that they would happy to find us some.where to live and that we can move early so we can celebrate Christmas. Well we looked at a place and we said we will take it. Its cheaper and a little bit better then where we are. Well the real estate was suppose to call us yesterday to say that the owners have accepted us or not, well guess what we have heard nothing.

And then another thing just to make me angry, the selling real estate wants to show people in the house today. Well the house is a mess and i have not cleaned it so stuff them i will make it hard for them to sell the house if they are going to kick us out just before Christmas. As you can see I'm not happy. But hopefully everything will work out. I just found that its unfair that real estates can do this to people that are doing the right thing.

We are a young couple that is trying their hardest to make it in the world but it seems that no one will give you the chance to do that, i would like to know are we the only one out there like this or is God playing us the hard card. I just wish that something will go right for us for once.

The other news i heard that day was that my parents are moving 3 hours away, I'm very close to my mum and that really hurt to find that out. I know that they will be better off when they do move and that they will be happier and own their own house and everything but i will miss them so much. Its just nice to know that they are close to you and you can visit them when ever, now i will have to save and think when we can go and see them. I know I may sound selfish or something but my mum has been there for me through everything and maybe one day we may touch on things but today is not the day. Anyway i guess that is life. But hopefully next time I'm on i may have some more saucy things to say.

xo

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Home town

Back again after a stressful weekend.

Well i went back to my home town. I grew up there for 15 years and went through school there. This town is a small town so yes you do know everyone. But the thing is that we are getting older and most people have moved away. So yes it was my fault that i had high expectation of the place.

Me and my boyfriend stayed at a friends house that i went through school with. She a good chicky but man her friends on the other hand were very loud and rude. So we thought that we would do our own thing on the weekend.

Well being a small town there is not much to do, hardly anything to do. So that then caused conflict between me and my man. So the weekend turned into a stressful weekend cause i didnt feel comfortable where i was staying and i also had to worry about him. When the night came and we went out saturday night it was ok but not what we thought, again we all grow up and what we thought was good at the age of 17 is not good at the age of 26.

I run into a few people that i knew which was good to catch up. Anyway after the night out we decided to walk home well that took us 2 hours to do that. From one side of town to the other. Not cool. My feet were burning and sore, and after two nights they are still sore. By the way i walked bare foot all the way due to my heels where killing me.

Well after all the stress i went through to find clothes and that to go there, it really was not worth it. So next time i get invited to go home i will have to think long and hard about it.

But after saying all that, I still call it home and i always will, its a beautiful town. And i will always have a place in my heart for it. Sounds funny i know but that is the way i feel.

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clothes and shopping

Dear Diary

Today annoyed me and i felt that i had to write about it.

I'm going away this weekend to my home town where all my friends are, so i thought i would try and get organised. As i was packing or well should i say thinking of packing, i realised that i have no nice clothes to wear. When you go back to your home town to meet your friends that you havent seen in awhile you want to make a good impression.

So anyway today i decided to go shopping. Well...... i always thought that shopping was something that girls love doing. Well not for me. Im about a size 12 to 14 and i wouldnt say its big i would say average. Well anyway i went to the shops and find some really nice stuff, but guess what they were all in the size of 8 to 10. Not happy jan.

I know that there are some very hot skinny girls out there that have the body that most girls dream of. But come on the shops have to realise that there are other size women out there not just the model types.

So my question is where do as girls like myself shop???????? Its so hard to go shopping these days. If anyone knows the answer to the question please inform me.

And for the girls out there that are a size 8 to 10, you are lucky but to the other women out there dont put yourself down cause we are beautiful no matter what our size is, its what inside that counts.

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Dear Diary



I have never done this before but i thought i would come here to vent some things that most of us girls go through.



When you think life is getting you down there is always a reason behind it. Most of our problems in life is that we dont have anyone to talk to that we can trust. So it makes things hard to get things off our chest. Most of us girls just bottle things up and hope that it will all go away, or we try our hardest not to cry. But sometimes it helps if we cry.



On this blog i will be talking about relationship problems and yes we all have them so your not alone on this one. I will also be talking about all things that happen in life some good and some bad.

But over all i want to come here and get every thing off my chest without being judge. And i hope you feel the same to.

xo till next time. xo

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